Away

Dear friends,

I'll be away for this weekend and a few days next week. Just wanna have a short break from work. And I'll be attending the DID course! Can't wait. It've been a long time since I attended proper Majlis Ilmu. Yippe!!!

Will report on what happened later...

Wassalam

Be Strong Dear Me

Sometimes it’s kinda hard to accept things you don't like.
I am really not sure whether I’m doing it right or wrong.
My mind right now it just confused.
My heart is so painful.
I felt so down inside.
Don’t know what to do.
Please, help me, Allah…
I seek for your forgiveness.

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This is a song from One Litre of Tears. It touches my heart.

Only Human
Lyrics: Osanai Mai Translation: Jonathan Wu

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

Nobel Prize Winner

We have a talk today from a Nobel Prize Winner - Prof. Robert Huber ForMemFRS of theMax-Planck Institut for Biochemie. It's my first time listening to a Nobel Prize Winner talk as in live!. Before this, I only watch a documentary of the first muslim of this award. Prof. Robert Huber received his award in 1988. That's nearly 20 years ago! He was awarded for discovering a structural basis of light energy and electron transfer in biology. I thought he's gonna gives this lecture. Instead, he gave a more brief lecture of Proteins and their structures, innovations for science and medicine. It’s quite a general one since some of the audience are not from Chemistry Dept.

I was quite restless during the lecture since it was getting warmer. The lecture theatre ventilation during the summer was not very good. There’s not even a window for fresh air. However, I managed to grab some of the things he presented. Of how to tackle the industrial interest in gaining fundings. Quite a valuable one. Others are general, but new to me.

Hm…will I be like him someday? I really hope so. Even though not for the award, but its for the human benefits.

Yosh! Ganbatte!!!!

My Dream Job?

Have been reading this after signing out my hotmail email just now. Kinda interesting, I thought. However, none of those are suitable for me [huhu], except for vacation tour director. I didn't know that you'll get that much!!! [$_$] hehe... per week.

Haha... when I get the chance, maybe I'll go for that. Moreover, I love travelling. Especially backpacking. Erm.. gonna contribute for Malaysian Tourism, insyaAllah [ngehngeh]. But for good one la.. No alcohol and perverted social thingy..

I can't believe that being a fahion doll designer could be that rich! Hohoho... Just put effort on designing little tiny clothes, you'll get thousands per week?

Ice cream creator? - Don't think so. Everything is edible to me. As long as it is halal [of course!]. Not very good in tasting. I'm not a very good food commentator... [don't know what the exact term in english!]

Overall, all of the jobs requires management, planning and marketing skills. So, you know what the future and best money making jobs are. Most of them focused on those kind of skills. Eventhough u r gonna be a lecturer. Must know how to promote and market urself and ur product. So, I might be aiming to improve on these qualities since I'm really a shy person [hehe..]

Okay, thats all for today. Adios!

FULL HOUSE marathon

Wah…dah berabuk nampaknya blog aku nih… Uhuk! Uhuk!! [batuk]
Habuk tebal seinci!... Bukan apa… Ada la masa ups and down, yg rasa cam nak tulis, tapi cam malas sesangat nak menaip. Huhu..

Okies..
Hujung minggu lepas aku tengok cerita FULL HOUSE. Yerpp.. cerita Korea tu.. Aku tau, korg mesti gelak punyer… Citer dah lama.. Tapi ni baru first time aku tengok. Ok la jugak. Aku tengok melalui youtube jer.. Tak jumpa CDnya..
Maka…bermarathon la menonton cerita tu.. [Adeh.. Laghanyer!!!]



Komen aku…
Ok la ceritanyer.. utk menghiburkan hati & kelakar gak.. Tapi cam tak logik jer.. Main kejar2… Kejap gaduh, kejap baik. Sampai aku pun naik penat. Tapi seronok la.. Ada la sedikit nilai kekeluargaan. Kesimpulannya, hargailah apa yg anda ada, sbb mungkin akan dtg, Allah akan tarik balik segala nikmat tuh… (cthnya, ibu, bapa, nenek dan isteri yg baik)

Hrmm… Kemudian aku jumpa lagu ni.. One of the theme song in this series.. Ada org tulis sarikatanya dlm Bahasa Malaysia.

Fate
I Think I Love You (With Malay Subtitles)

p/s: Credit to a dear friend.. Pasal dia, aku tergerak nak tengok cerita nih.. Heheh… Kamu dah abis tengok DVD tu? [smile]

Salam Aidil Adha

Esok raya. Mlm ni kami makan di rumah najah. Makan laksa. Pergh!! Sedap sekali, dong.

Raya ni tak ke mana nampaknya. Lepas sembahyang raya aku cadang terus ke office. Masih melambak keje kena siapkan. Petang pula akan ada workshop.

Oh, ya.. Aku lupa telefon umah utk ucap Selamat Hari Raya. Esok jugalah...
Apa ya, yang mak masak di rumah? Hati aku berkira2...
Mesti ada rendang, nasi impit [dah lama tak masak ketupat] dan sambal kacang. Erm...yg lain tak wajib sgt kalau raya.

So..kepada kengkawan yg jauh mahupun yg dekat, or sesiapa sahaja yg baca blog ni, terimalah...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!!!

Tabahkan Hatinya

Dapat email dari kawan lama aku semasa di undergreduate. Bila tengok nama dia dlm inbox mesej, rasa happy sangat!! sbb lama dah tak dgr berita.. Sehinggalah bila aku baca isi kandungan emailnya.

Ya Allah, sedihnnya... Kedua2 anaknya baru je nak pulih dari sakit... Hernia and lung problem. Terkedu aku membacanya. Dia juga sebaya dengan aku. Dah diuji Allah dgn ujian sebegitu. Ibu mana yg tak sedih kalau anak tak sihat. Even kena gigit nyamuk pun rasa nak lenyek2 je nyamuk tu. Tapi dlm emailnya, dia tulis dgn happy. Cam tak sedih sgt. Aku kagum dgn dia.. kalau sedih ke atau ada masalah, susah kami nak tahu.. Sebab dia sentiasa ceria.

Aku rasa dia skrg dah jadi cikgu. Sbb di akhir email tu dia tulis - cikgu mardiana

InsyaAllah, aku disini senantiasa mendoakanmu, sahabatku.