Monday, 30 October 2006

What I Love Most about Autumn

Yes, its that time of year again... A.U.T.U.M.N... autumn! I really loves it. A lot of memories and sweet things you can see in this time. Also, I usually took most photos at this time of year. Well.. really anxious bout it. So.. here are list of why I loves autumn.

What I love most about autumn...

I loves...
The scenery of trees slowly changing colour from green to yellow...
And then to red and brown...
Falling leaves drops on me while the wind blows...

I loves...
The crispy sounds as I walk and steps on the fallen leaves...
To walk along the road with yellow trees just beatifully aligned on its both sides...
With mixture of green, yellow, red and brown colour...

I loves...
A single maple leaf fells on the still rain water and making a ripple effect on it...
And to know that everything happends, all the changes an beautiful scenery,
Are only from and within His power and will,
To show that we are only His creation and who knows when we'll return and see Him again in the after life.

Oo Allah, guide me to the right path..
Ameen...

Do you not see that GOD sends down from the sky water, then places it into underground wells, then produces with it plants of various colors, then they grow until they turn yellow, then He turns them into hay? This should be a reminder for those who possess intelligence. Quran[39:21]

TV Malaysia

Hujung minggu ni banyak sungguh kawan2 buat rumah terbuka. Jadi kami mengambil peluang ni utk bertemu dgn semua rakyat Cardiff, terutama yang tak kenal, utk beramah mesra dan merapatkan ukhwah, di samping menjamu selera dgn hidangan Malaysia. [Bila lagi mau makan makanan Malaysia. Hehe..]

Penat berhari raya aku try surf internet. Dan, tetiba terasa nak tengok TV Mesia. Tau dah, yang maybe tak dpt, sebab dah pukul 2/3 pagi. Luckily, dapat pula siaran. Aku tengok TV3 ada drama melayu. Pasal hari raya. Wah, best nih.. bisik hati aku.

Ceritanya pasal seorang mamat ni yg kahwin dgn omputih, pastu isteri wat hal - gi party, minum arak, merokok, kiranya.. pendek cerita, sangat sosial aa... Then mamat tu cerai aa dgn dia, jaga anak mereka dan kawin lagi. Kira lepas 15 thn, yang x-wife ni dtg balik utk tengok anak dia. Tapi anak dia tak suka, sbb kecik hati mak dia tinggal bodo je dulu2. Smpai at one point yg akhirnya si anak pun terima mak dia semula - Happy Ending. Okay.. Tanpa disedari, mak dia sebenarnya dah nak meninggal dah, sebab sakit (kot). Maka dgn kebetulan dan dirangcang pengarah, meninggal di hari raya dlm pelukan anaknya, dgn gembiranya. - Sad Ending.

Anywhoo.. bukan tu yg aku nak stresskan. Part yg interestingnya ialah bila si suami dah kawin lain, kira dia lebih banyak sembahyang sama, sekeluarga, dan nampak soleh aa.. Pastu, time depa nak masak, si anak bongsu, cakap aa yg mak Jah (org gaji) masa masak, tak rasa panas ke? Dan dia sambung, owh, takdela.. Api neraka lagi panas. And diorg juga ada borak2 pasal takleh tinggal semayang, nanti berdosa, masuk api neraka... Seronok aa bila tengok scene mcmtu dimasukkan dlm drama.

However, ironically, bila time anak dia nak gi party harijadi kawan dia (ni anak yang sulung pula la...) dibenarkan pulak. Malah dipuji pakaian yang dipakai cantik, walaupun aku rasa cam seksi je. Macammana dlm rumah yg dididik dgn perihal solat jemaah, bersopan santun, jangan buat itu dan ini sebab berdosa... tapi klu nak gi party, boleh pula.. Ajar jadi baik, tapi klu nak buat benda yg tak soleh, ok je... Cam ada sorg ustaz ni tulis dlm artikel dia 'Trend menghapuskan Dosa'. Kira bleh buat jahat/tak soleh, tapi nnt cover aa dgn ibadah kita... Boleh ke camtu?

Aku rasa.. macammana la pemikiran anak muda tak keliru camni.. Tiada beza antara yg hak dan yg batil... Tu yg ada gi semayang, tapi main no. ekor, gi disco, dangdut, etc..

Hai.. pening.. pening...

Okayla.. Selamat Rayer semua.. Pandai2 la korang tapis hiburan kita hari ni.

Sunday, 22 October 2006

25!!!

Hey, I'm 25!!! MasyaAllah, already in my Silver Jublee years... Have to do more muhasabah and think about what I've done for my family, friends, and mostly... for Allah and His Religion.

Thank you my dear friends for your lovely birthday cards and Eid cards.. And most especially for your continuous support and advices.
May Allah loves you more!!!