Do I have what it takes to be a decent lecturer & researcher at the same time?
Sometimes I think I'm too focusing on one part and left the other part idle.
Masih terkejar2 untuk mengecap kedua2nya sekaligus.
Allah.. Allah... bantu hambaMu ini.
I want to do my best in both.. but at times I'm too tired.
I get exhausted.
My life becomes upside down..
Astaghfirullah..
However, I told myself...
No matter what happens, I have to hold on.
Be patient and do whatever it takes!
And.. pray may Allah ease my way.
InsyaAllah.