Friday, 27 May 2005

Warrior of God

Assalamualaikum wrt wbt,

Sambil search apa2 tah kat internet terjumpa beberapa link pasal Salahuddin Al-Ayubi. Sangat2 menarik sekali. Menceritakan kronologi dengan lebih jelas camna Jerusalem ditawan oleh Islam. Agak panjang… tapi best ahh… [wink]

Bacalah…

Sultan Salahuddin Ayubi

The main website itself got great stuffs… [Rajin2, dtg aa jengah]

Dan juga, masa aku singgah kat www.amazon.co.uk utk cari buku sekolah, aku jumpa buku ni…. Tengah sale kat sana. Dgn tak sengaja, Allah izin aku terclick 'OK' utk beli.. Aduss [tepuk dahi]… Seb baik murah… [tengok aa sendiri berapa]



Tengok aa bila sampai nanti, dah abis baca, aku komen aa best ke tak buku ni. Tapi kalau korang nak beli gak, ianya hardcover, jadi, aku kira memang murah aa.. Cuma isinya tatau lagi bole pakai ke tak. Takut dari orientalis. Tapi aku dah terbeli, nak wat camna.

Satu lagi yang menarik minat aku ialah jurnal ni. Korang cuba2 la tengok. Membuka minda jugak. [wink]

Sampai sini dulu. Salam ukhwah..

Tuesday, 24 May 2005

...No Title...

Menangisku di dalam hati..
Pilu, pedih dan risau..
Ya Allah, bantulah aku dalam meneruskan perjuangan ini.
Kuatkan aku...
Permudahkan urusanku..

Wahai diriku,
Tabahkan hatimu..
Jangan berhenti berusaha dan berdoa padaNya.
Engkau mampu lakukannya, percayalah..
Jangan putus asa dan putus harapan padaNya...
Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang maha mengetahui segalanya.

Astaghfirullah 'azim...
Astaghfirullah 'azim....
Astaghfirullah 'azim.....

p/s: Kengkawan, doakan aku juga ye...

Wednesday, 18 May 2005

The Ant Phillosophy

Got it from a friend...
Feels good after reading it. Thought wanna share with u guyz...

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Tuesday, 17 May 2005

Sharing Chemy Thoughts

Berbual dgn x-kosmet aku dulu. Seronok dgr berita dia di sana. Yela.. hanya org kimia yg faham org kimia. Bukan senang aku nak borak pasal kimia dgn org2 di sini. Kebanyakan kawan2 aku di sini xde yg buat kimia. So, mmg susah skit nak cerita pasal prob or susah senang bergelumang dgn kimia ni. Bila dah cerita, lega rasa terbuku kat hati.

Dengar khabar dari diorg juga membuatkan aku lebih bersemangat utk meneruskan perjuangan kimia aku nih...

Aku bukan xnak citer dgn kengkawan aku kat sini. Cumanya, sian kat diorg…sbb diorg pun xpaham. Jadi, dari diorg nak memahami, pening pulak kepala diorg. Hehe..

Takpe la… Kalau xde org nak cerita pun, Allah ada kan…
Yang senantiasa bersama di mana saja aku berada,
Memerhati dan memahami,
Menentukan segalanya..

Tuhan,
Hanya padaMu aku mengadu,
Bantulah hambaMu yg kerdil ini…
Permudahkanlah urusanku...

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# Song of the day #
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Artist: Mpulz
Song: The Journey

I know that you're searching for answers,
Afraid that you'll be left behind,
But you can't rush time,
Got to wait in line,
In time the answers you'll find

(Chorus)
You'll get your wings at the right time,
Even birds must learn how to fly,
You gotta move on from whats breaking you heart,
Don't let you life pass you by.

I know that you're scared of failing,
But you can't succeed if you dont try,
To see what I do,I believe in you,
And soon your wings will take flight.

(Chorus)

(Bridge)
Sunshine always follows the rain,
Happiness always follows the pain,
Let's never look back and learn from the past,
Heart and soul is all you need,
all you need.

(Chorus x2)

Taking the journey,
Enjoying the ride,
Be true to yourself,
Let your heart be your guide.

Kingdom of Heaven

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Dah tengok?

Best wooo... aku tengok dua minggu lepas. Memula ingat nak pos awal, tapi xsempat. 'Makcik bz' [smile]...

Ada orang tengok sebab pelakon, dan ada yang tengok sebab memang minat kisah epik... tapi aku tengok sebab kawan ajak. Beria2 dia ajak... [dia memang minat cerita epik ni] aku pun ikut je la. Tapi memang tak sia2 la aku tengok.

Kisahnya berlatarbelakangkan zaman perang salib di mana Salahuddin Al-Ayubi nak menakluk kembali Jerusalem. Tapi tak banyak fokus kat Salahuddin dan orang Islam pun.. Dihighlightkan kisah seorang pemuda yang memimpin tentera Jerusalem utk berperang. Banyak konflik yang berlaku. Orang tak suka dia, kisah cinta, dsb...

Aku rasa ok aa citer ni.. tak berat sebelah... Heheh.. maner boleh berat sebelah, dah memang tercatat kat sejarah kisah keperwiraan Salahuddin Al-Alyubi ni. Buat malu je aa kalau reka sendiri. Tapi, kewujudan pemuda ni dalam sejarah, aku cam tak pernah tau lak. Pemuda yang gagah, merendah diri, dan tidak berkepentingan...hanya berperang utk agama dan negara Jerusalem.

Yang sedihnya, dan yang selalu berlaku, bila diorg ni sebut atau nak kisahkan pasal Islam, pasti ada yang tak betul disampaikan. Contohnya, di Jerusalem, orang Islam sembahyang berimam, tapi asing2, duduk jauh2... Dan satu lagi , Salahuddin baca Fatihah dalam sembahyang tak habis. Tau2 dah sadakalLah-al-'azim. Mende aa korang ni... bukan xde sumber...melambak..tapi masih camtu gak. Cerita ni ok la jugak... ada yang aku pernah tengok, dalam cerita Prince of Thieves, Morgan Freeman sembahyang atas sejadah, tapi buat cam orang sembahyang tokong... Huhu...

Hmm.. tu je aa komen aku. Terasa semangat lak bila tengok org Islam menang...
Yeah.. Membangun Bersama Islam...

Sunday, 15 May 2005

...Nasi Minyak, Ayam Masak Merah...

Sekejap je dah hari mula minggu yg baru...
Kalau kita tak kejar masa, masa akan tinggalkan kita begitu saja. Maka akan terkapai2lah kita diselimuti rasa bersalah dan sesalan...

Hehe..apa la aku mengarut ni? Hanya aku dan diri aku yang tau [smile]

Aku dan Zura plan nak masak nasi minyak hari ni. Aku masak nasinya dan Zura masak lauknya.. ayam masak pedas. Saje je nak hilangkan rasa tension yang melanda. Sedap gak nasi minyak aku nih. Kak Su yg ajar dulu. Aku ingat2 lupa. Tapi masih ok la, rasanya.

Desert kami tak larat nak masak. Ingat nak wat pengat pisang, tapi bila pikir, tak masuk lak dengan nasi minyak. Jadi aku just beli respberry cheese cake. Kenyang kami 4 orang makan. Hohoho... sampai kembung perut.. ahamdulillah.

Seronok sungguh masak bersama, dan makan bersama nih... Lain kali boleh aa wat pakatan lain ek [wink]

Wednesday, 11 May 2005

Key To My Heart

Tengah bosan ni....
Apa2 saje la yang aku buat ni....
Hehe.. bole gak tau pasal diri sendiri....










The Keys to Your Heart


You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.




Sebuah Penerbangan

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Bila kita akan berangkat dari alam ini ianya ibarat penerbangan ke sebuah negara

Di mana maklumat tentangnya tidak terdapat dalam sebarang brosur penerbangan, tetapi melalui Al-Quran dan Al-Hadith

Di mana penerbangan bukannya melalui Air Asia atau AirJordan, tetapi Al-Jenazah

Di mana bekalan kita bukan lagi beg seberat 23 kg, tetapi amalan yang tiada caj lebihan berat, atau tiada caj lebihan beratianya atas kesudian Pencipta kita

Di mana bajunya bukan Pierre Cardin, atau setaraf dengannya tetapi kain putih kapas

Di mana pewanginya bukan Channel atau Paco Rebone, tetapi air mawar dan cendana

Di mana pasport kita bukan Malaysia, British atau American, tetapi Al-Islam

Di mana visa kita bukan lagi sekadar 6 bulan, tetapi 'Lailaillah'

Di mana pelayannya bukan pramugari jelita, tetapi Izrail danlain-lain

Di mana layananya dalamnya bukan lagi kelas business atau ekonomi, sekadar kain yang diwangikan

Di mana destinasi mendarat bukannya KLIA, Heathrow Airport atau Jeddah International, tetapi tanah perkuburan

Di mana ruang menunggunya bukan lagi bilik air-cond dan permaidani, tetapi bilik 6 kaki dalam gelita

Di mana pegawai imegresen adalah Munkar dan Nakir, mereka hanya memeriksa samada kita layak ke destinasi yang diidamkan

Di mana tidak perlu pegawai kastam dan alat pengesan

Di mana lapangan terbang transit adalah Al-Barzakh

Di mana destinasi terakhir samada Syurga yang mengalir sungai dibawahnya atau Neraka Jahannam

Penerbangan ini tidak dinyatakan nilainya.. Ianya percuma, jadi simpanan (savings) anda tidak akan dihabiskan

Penerbangan ini tidak akan dirampas, oleh itu tidak perlu bimbang

Sajian tidak akan disediakan, oleh itu tak perlu risaukan masalah alergi atau halal-haram makanan

Jangan risaukan delays, penerbangan ini sentiasa tepat waktunya, ia berangkat dan tiba tepat pada masanya

Jangan fikirkan tentang hiburan dalam penerbangan, anda telah hilang selera bersuka-ria

Jangan bimbang tentang tempahan, ianya telah siap ditempah sejak anda disenyawakan di dalam rahim ibu

Ya! Berita Baik!!
Jangan bimbangkan siapa yang duduk di sebelah anda
Anda adalah satu-satunya penumpang penerbangan ini
Oleh itu bergembiralah selagi boleh! dan sekiranya anda boleh!
Hanya ingat!!
Penerbangan ini datang tanpa 'amaran'
Cuma perlu ingat!

Nama anda telah ditempah untuk penerbangan

ADAKAH KITA TELAH BERSEDIA UNTUK BERANGKAT???

p/s: dipetik dari fwd e-mail

Mukmin Berjaya

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Sifat yang menjadikan orang-orang mukmin berjaya :

قَدْ أَفْلَحَ الْمُؤْمِنُونَ
1) Sesungguhnya berjayalah orang-orang yang beriman,

الَّذِينَ هُمْ فِى صَلاَتِهِمْ خَـشِعُونَ
2) (iaitu) orang-orang yang khusyuk dalam solatnya,

وَالَّذِينَ هُمْ عَنِ اللَّغْوِ مُّعْرِضُونَ
3) dan orang-orang yang menjauhkan diri dari (perbuatan dan perkataan) yang tidak berguna,

وَالَّذِينَ هُمْ لِلزَّكَـوةِ فَـعِلُونَ
4) dan orang-orang yang menunaikan zakat,

وَالَّذِينَ هُمْ لِفُرُوجِهِمْ حَـفِظُون
5) dan orang-orang yang menjaga kehormatannya,

إِلاَّ عَلَى أَزْوَجِهِمْ أَوْ مَا مَلَكَتْ أَيْمَـنُهُمْ فَإِنَّهُمْ غَيْرُ مَلُومِينَ
6) kecuali terhadap isteri-isteri mereka atau hamba yang mereka miliki; maka sesungguhnya mereka dalam hal ini tiada tercela.

فَمَنِ ابْتَغَى وَرَآءَ ذلِكَ فَأُوْلَـئِكَ هُمُ الْعَادُونَ
7) Sesiapa mencari yang disebalik dari itu (zina, homoseksual, dsb) maka mereka itulah orang-orang yang melampaui batas.

وَالَّذِينَ هُمْ لاًّمَـنَـتِهِمْ وَعَهْدِهِمْ رَعُونَ
8) Dan orang-orang yang memelihara amanah-amanah (yang dipikulnya) dan janjinya,

وَالَّذِينَ هُمْ عَلَى صَلَوَتِهِمْ يُحَـفِظُونَ
9) dan orang-orang yang memelihara solatnya.

أُوْلَـئِكَ هُمُ الْوَرِثُونَ
10) Mereka itulah orang-orang yang akan mewarisi,

الَّذِينَ يَرِثُونَ الْفِرْدَوْسَ هُمْ فِيهَا خَـلِدُونَ
11) (yakni) yang akan mewarisi syurga Firdaus. Mereka kekal di dalamnya.

Surah Al-Mukminun [1-11]

'Ya Allah, bantulah aku dlm mencari redhaMu dan tergolong dalam mereka yg berjaya.
Amiinn...'

Friday, 6 May 2005

What Your Birthdate Means?

I got this from other blogger. Hmm...What is written there is not totally true at all! Haha... Allah yang maha berkuasa dan lebih mengetahui [Wink]







Your Birthdate: October 21

Being born on the 21st day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.

The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.

There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.



You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.

Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.

You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.



You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.

Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about.

You are affectionate and loving, but very sensitive.

You are subject to rapid ups and downs.


Thursday, 5 May 2005

Mari Bersenam!

I got this from an email. MasyaAllah, very interesting. It have been quite a long time since I did these kind of exercises. These workout are very good for trimming your tummy. The cartoon were so cute too!

One last message. Happy Excersicing !!!

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p/s: Owh, I forgot to tell you. I've bought a bicycle recently. Alhamdulillah. Am very happy with it. I didn't have the pic right now..maybe later i'll include it in here.

Monday, 2 May 2005

Daresbury Laboratory



Dah lama nak mula blog ni. Tapi asyik tertangguh je. Byk keje dan byk juga benda yg difikirkan, membuatkan penulisan ini terhenti sebentar.

[Hmm… alasan jer tuh]

Korang apa khabar? Lama tak dengar berita.. Sama cam aku di sini ke? Busy juga ?

Tak kisah la... apapun, aku doakan korang sihat sejahtera dalam rahmat dan redha Illahi.

So... aku nak citer apa ek hari ni ? Haa... just nak khabar kat korang. Sekarang ni dah masuk 3 bulan aku dalam kos ni. Quite an interesting one. Cuma kena byk keje skit aa. Dah jadi student kan.

Minggu lepas, aku ke Daresbury Lab. There’s a one day training day bout this DL_Poly. An application that I’ll be using for my research. Yang membolehkan aku study bout the system of my compound.

I went there alone. Quite scared actually. Never have been traveling on my own in UK, not like in Malaysia. My supervisor showed me on how is the easiest way to go there. By train. Because my course will be early in the morning, I have to spend a night there. Luckily there’s hostel available.

Took about 3 ½ hour in the train. What to do? I get quite bored in the train coz I dunno what to do and who to talk to, so, I listened to the MP3. Fell asleep after that. Than at Runcorn (the train station), took a taxi to Daresbury Lab. So, there I was, in front of one of the most popular research centre in UK. Wow! I didn’t belive I’ve make it. Subhanallah…

Took the key and went to the hostel. Not like I expected. No TV, or toilet in the room. I just forgot that it’s a hostel…not a HOTEL…haha.. But its cost like a hotel, though. Never mind bout that. Its okay coz there’s washing machine downstairs though I’m sure that I wont be using it in my stay here. Just a reminder if I’m gonna be here the next time.

After washing myself [dah bau dah masa ni..travel jauh kan..] I went down to ask the guard how to get to the building where the course will be and bout the restaurant. Really hungry at that time. My stomach is growling. The guard was like don’t wanna tell me where’s the building. He’s like not trusting me… Asked him several time, and why I have to find that building. 'Coz my course will start early tomorrow'. Like I said b4. But he ignored my question. He just said that he’ll show me tomorrow cos I have to take a pass before entering tomorrow. Ok, then fine for me.

Then I asked him the restaurant. He showed me. Said that it’s Block A. [the block that I keep asking him for the course tomorrow] Hmm.. So I get to the restaurant to have my dinner. Ordered pasta baked. Its vegetarian. Not much people at that time. Actually, its one or two only. Maybe coz its past working time. So I had my dinner. I dunno where to pay and asked this uncle.. But he said that if he were me, he just be gone right now. Erk! I dunno what to say. Just look at him curiously. Actually, innocently. But he said that he thinks I won't have to pay for it. Ok then. Aku pun blah ler… Just smile at him.

Then I wonder around the place. Very tranquil. There’s a river beside the building, and saw some people cycling and jogging along the river. And there’s ducks too! Wow, it's so nice.

The next day, during breakfast I chatted with another girl. She was in a 3 day course and that day was the last day. Complained bout the food…since they were there. I think it wasn’t that bad, but maybe at that time I was really starving! That’s why I have no complains bout it! Haha!

The course was great. It’s a hands on course. We do our own calculation from the example. Quite bad coz I have lil’ problem with Java. I actually installed the wrong Java. How sad. But I think I get what they wanna show us. Suprisingly, I also met a girl from Malaysia. Cool, huh! She was from Manchester. Doing her MPhil. Towards the end, I met Maurice Leslie. He showed me bout DL_Multi. Cool! A lil’ different from DMAREL, explained me all… Good man he is! However, I can’t run my structure coz I have a different configuration from what DM_Multi wants. Maurice promised me to have a look at it first. Okay for me.

Return back with train again. Huh! What a day. MasyaAllah

Ya Allah, berkatilah ilmu yg Kau berikan padaku ini. Moga aku dapat menggunakannya utk kepentingan agamaMu ini. Aminn…